We are getting ready to hit the road in the wee hours of the morning tonight. South Carolina bound.

At least it is 10 degrees warmer and sunny.

I find this story to be incredibly hillarious in a cohen brothers kind of way.

Police say gang killed people to process their fat for sale on the black market

So my baby is off to New York. We had a nice little sit down before he left. When I went to pick him up, the evil sister's hubby slammed the door in my face...so it started off well. Jason appologized for being an ass a couple weeks previous. He told me he loved me...so all is well with the world.

Oh, except that I did learn that it was all the evil sister making shit up. Yes, Jason put a restriction on his invite. He asked that Chris not come. They have had some tough moments and he just wanted me there...but he also said that he never told Aunt Christy to tell me Andreas was not invited and that when he heard, I wan't coming he told her to say he changed his mind and he would rather have Chris there than me not there...somehow that message never got to me.....maybe because my sisters sucks ass?

He told me that Christy never gave him a reason other than that I "just didn't want to go"....the f cking cu nt. I tried calling him since Thursday but his cell phone was out (not charged) and the other boys never passed along the message. But we talked Saturday and everything is alright with the world.

My sister will always be a cu nt. I simply do not have the energy to hate her forever. She is mentally and I know it...but knowing it doesn't make it easier to deal with her...so I just won't deal with her at all.

I really really REALLY hate my evil sister. She is now recruiting other family memebers to try to get me to go to Jason's going away party tonight. I will not got. I do not care that you think I am a "horrible gooddamned mother". I am doing what I feel is right and best for my child. If he wants to put restrictions on who is allowed to see him then he has to understand some people will take that in not such a good light and not want to see him at all...period. Get the fu ck off my back.

She knows all the buttons to push to make me angry as only siblings can do. I told her I would no longer respond to her email thread so she started a new topic just to get more digs in. I am keeping to my silence. I will no longer respond to her insipid attacks.

I left Jason a Birthday message and asked him to call so I can say good-bye to him. He leaves tomorrow. I will miss him and I am having enough trouble with this and do not need the evil one making me feel even worse. My baby is leaving home...that is a hard thing for a mom.

I am feeling sad and melancholly and do not need to feel anger on top of it all...so I am ignoring my stupid evil sister.

I will wallow in self-pity most of the weekend and then on Monday i will be renewed and put it all behind me.

I was going to help mom clean to keep my mind of things this weekend but evidently my mom is sick.

Mom has always been a bit of a hyperchondriac. "No mom....I don't think you have malaria...it's just a cold. No, really..not Ecoli just a bit of a tummy flu." and then she gets MRSA! I will never hear the end of the fatal diseases she will contract after this. What a way to feed the paranoia than to give her an actual real and possibly fatal illness! Gah! MRSA...the flesh eating staff infection. Wow...just wow!