had a good time at franks house on Wends.  got to meet some new people and really enjoyed seeing all the tarot card readings - everyone is different  :)  got home around 1:30 after i helped frank clean up a bit.  got home and called kirk an ass trumpet - hehe he thinks im nutz but was laughing about how his ass came to be a topic of discussion.  

was bummed out and not feeling very well at all on thursday.  had a bad headache and just feeling of being hit by a bus.  im starting to see a pattern - the day before my 3 day work stint - i am pretty much useless.  gotta figure out a way to stop this from happening......

Benjamin and i cut out and made trains with his new construction paper and they are plastered all over his bedroom walls - when  kirk came home he had to show them off - he is very proud of his trains :)  he is still pretty much loving  on me all the time and ive decided not to send him to preschool this year - maybe next year - i think 3 is still a little too young to send him away for that time - plus i really dont think i am ready to trust anyone to care for my child.  but then will i ever?

kirk told me that he is getting sent away on 3 different trips in july and august.  im planning on going with him to indinapolis but will not be going to the mobile or boston trips as much as i would love to.  never really been able to see boston. 

saw that keenu reeves Constantine movie last nite - had really bad nightmares - at one point i woke up convienced that a demon had taken over kirks body but i realized he was just snoring really loud and after i thwaked him and told him to roll over the demon left and all was peaceful again :)